Obviously I want to. Everyone wants to be happy, right? But should happy be taking this much work? Exercise, meditate, force yourself to smile...I have heard and read many tips over the last year and I wonder...why am I not just happy? I have plenty to smile about, husband, cat, steadyandnothorrible job...
Anxiety is a big part of it. Last year I started a lot and gave up a lot in the space of a few months. And now it seems I cannot start anything without self doubt crashing down immediately.
I don't know, maybe one day I will wake up and it will all be different. That seems to have happened the last time...
I have kindasorta picked up a new hobby in the form of origami. Here are some of the models I folded in the last few weeks.
It is fun to do and it does take my mind off my issues. Of course I have started looking at other people's work and I get horribly jealous of their original designs and perfect execution thereof. But maybe one day?
One final side note: new Essence nailpolish. I decided my Yule colour this year will be green. So I got this:
Pretty, right?
Right, thanks for reading to those who do. Let's get on with it!
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